Today.

I’ve been so stressed out and hopeless. I’m tired and worn down. Words of encouragement are just fluff. I need a break. The past two weeks have had so much turmoil, I lack sleep and the want to even eat. I feel like a burden on other people with my stressed emotions and how they make me react to situations or just my daily mood being a downer. My load feels so heavy.

I keep listening to this song by the Editors, No Sound But the Wind. It’s calming and takes me away a bit.

I’ll help you carry the load
I’ll carry you in my arms
The kiss of the snow
The crescent moon above us
Our blood is cold
And we’re alone
But I’m alone with you

Help me to carry the fire
We will keep it alight together
Help me to carry the fire
It will light our way forever

If I say shut your eyes
If I say look away
Bury your face in my shoulder

Edit: I’m feeling much better now. It was just a stressful day and I couldn’t see any lights at the end.